God has been very kind to me and today I can say with pride that I have few very good friend who are a real asset and true wealth of my life. They have given me so much of love, affection, happiness, support and made all efforts to make my life more comfortable, enjoyable and full of love. I have always believed that my friends are good persons, nice human beings and understand life better than me. I feel like a poor Sudama, and all my friends are like Lord Krishna, I pray to God and to Lord Krishna to always keep all my friends very Happy, Healthy, Wealthy and all their Dreams may come true, Amen!
In this life, I will not be able to pay back and do what they have done for me and my family so far. Today I can say without any hesitation that I have always been very selfish, greedy, self-centered, with one track mind and always looking for my interest, benefits and profits in each and every aspect of life, but as Babaji (Almighty) rightly said, Life is not mathematic and you can not live life with profit & loss account and mind alone; you have to use your sixth sense and heart also other-wise you will become a money-making-machine. To be honest, I have really become money-minded and my life's only target was to full fill my family's obligation and day to day needs and I was having no time for myself, my hobbies and my true friends.
Meanwhile, in my life's journey, while doing my job and performing my duties both personal and professional, I have hurt many peoples on my way, and I have not kept my words/promises, not been honest to them and last but not the least, I have given them enough pain and sorrow. Many a times I have also broken their heart ruthlessly.
Today, when I look back, I can not go back to each and every-one personally for asking for their forgiveness, but yes I can confess with both my folded hands in front of my Babaji/Almighty and you my new friend [those who are reading this confession] that please pardon me and excuse me for every mistakes, blunder, wrong doing and forgive me; because you are a very kind, perfect and good human being and a Gentleman. May God always makes you happy, healthy, wealthy and all your dreams may come true soon, Amen!.
With Prayers,
Sudama-Gurcharan
