DON'T LET IT GO JUST FACE IT

Today I have received an e-mail from my well wisher who loves me so much that he keeps on sending me good notes/messages. I am thankful to my well-wisher and my God for this act of love. And the message which I have received today from my well-wisher was, -"LET IT GO"  what ever comes your way of love/live/success/promotion/job/relationship/friendship, if it disturbs you, comes your way, block your path, make your life miserable and disturbed, just 'Let It Go'. Forget every thing and move ahead, (good thoughts naa?) in your personal, professional  and social life if any thing create a problem just 'LET IT GO'

I have read this message several times today and started letting lots of things go out of my life, but some how I could not do it, because the things which I have deleted were very much there, I have tried to delete them several times but  of no-use, it's like, after deletion from your In-box and out box mail a copy remains there in your computer-hard-disk, like-wise, these memories also remains there in my LIFE, what can I do now?.

Things which were so hard to forget, I was trying from ages to forget them, but today it again came infront of me like it has never gone any where, these-memories were very much there , but yes I was fooling myself , so that it never rewind again, but of no use; [here one management lesson, if there is any situation you have to face it and if there is any problem you have to solve it, come what may; there-after take appropriate action and close the call.]. But to be very honest with you all, I could not close the call for the following reasons: 

1) The Problem will be solved on it's own, time is a big healer, 

     [har zakham sookh jata hai samay ke sath].

2) God-sent "Rehnuma" will come in my life and solve my problems 

     [like Yaksh Dev will come in my life and solve all my problem.]   

3) By getting older, I will loose my memory and forget every thing

     [Umar ke saath meri yaad-dast bhi dhimi par-jayegi]

But life is not a film or a TV serial, life is living every minutes/second of it, it's like 24X7  exercise  and each and every second you have to breath it, [I was told  that you have to breath 24000 time approximately within 24 hours of your day to survive]. 

I have sworn in today keeping you as my Judge that today I will speak the Truth, truth and only truth.  I am sorry sir, I am unable to Let It Go. There are so many things which happened in my life in last 50 years  and the conclusion is that I could not became a good Son, Brother, Student, Husband, Father, Friend, Disciple,  Neighbour, Citizen and a Human Being. I was very selfish, self centered, self-indulgent, see self, possessive, 

living for myself. I was living life like a Mathematics student, it's like: -

1) 1st you do good to me and then I will reciprocate  accordingly. 

2) What have you done for me, let me see, I will revert back later

3) What have you brought for me, after evaluation, will get you a gift

4) You always be good to me, I will respond as per my wims/fancy 

5) You love and sacrifices for me first, I will respond after judging.

I have realized one thing with my past experience that life is not a mathematics solving  exercise, you can not always make 2+2=4, for every situation and problem you need new solutions and answers and you can not send your duplicate or dummy to face it, you have to go your-self alone and face it up-front without any help, support and assistance from my family or friends. And with due respect to all my friends, I do not have to 'Let it Go', any more, but I have to come out of this situation with full mind, body and soul keeping the conscious mind awaken and like nature, the dead leafs will automatically go and new fruits and flowers will come of its own, lets be with the nature and welcome the spring season in our life with smile and courage. 

With Prayers,

Gurcharan.